The Pondering Questions

We all have different sets of questions inside us wanting to be answered. But who else can answer it better but you. Sometimes you get so lost in these pondering questions that you feel that they will never be answered.

            The pondering questions

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Same old question pondering inside heart
Why do i fail after toiling so hard
Why everything i see and choose, i lose
Why everybody i love has a shade of grey
History repeats & repeats tearing me apart
Same old question pondering inside heart

Answer today or answer tomorrow
Wish everything you have, i could borrow
May be that’s the way to end my sorrow
Because all i am doing today
Is keeping my happiness at bay
Everybody knows to fake
Why am i not that smart
Same old question pondering inside heart

You call me show off, you call me mean
There is more to me, you haven’t seen
Demons inside and divine outside
I have never been
Why everybody judge me a lot
Same old question pondering inside heart

She called me baby, she called me  sweetheart
How to love a fool and fool a love
It was definitely a tough art
But my girl, you were a bit too smart
Why you messed my life sweetheart
Same old question pondering inside heart

Abhay Rathore

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23 Comments Add yours

  1. “Love a fool, fool a love”
    Best line*.*

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    1. Abhayaaryaan says:

      Glad you liked it, learned it from an undying experience(learned it the hard way)…. Clichรฉ ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      1. We learn from our mistakes. ๐Ÿ™‚
        And the hard way is the most impactful one.

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      2. Abhayaaryaan says:

        Yea, you’re right… The hard way is the most imactful yet the most tormenting one. And the funny part, i m yet to sort out the answers to all my life’s questions.

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      3. Life’s too short to find all the answers. Try and enjoy it to the fullest. ๐Ÿ™‚

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      4. Abhayaaryaan says:

        Oh dear! Did i tell you, you’re too good and too wise a girl for your age…
        I hv enjoyed it, it’s just sometimes this heart of mine which loses it’s path and start wanderin in the unexplored darkness.

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      5. Hahaha, I get that a lot. And, for the matter of fact, yes you have*sheepish grins*
        Hearts like to wander. But sometimes the mind has to stop it from getting lost in an abyss.

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      6. Abhayaaryaan says:

        Hahaha.. You ll make for a good therapist *smirks* should i start calling you Dr.Muskan… ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘Œ clichรฉ to you.

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      7. You think so? I’m so freakin confused about what I’m gonna do after 12th. I wanna do so many things but obviously I can’t do them all. Btw something in psychology is one of them but since I don’t have it as a subject right now I don’t know I should take it or not.
        God I’ve started rambling again*sigh*
        Thanks/clishรฉ though*winks*

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      8. Abhayaaryaan says:

        They say follow your heart in whatever it need to do. I don’t but that. Heart is a complicated organ so better go with brains. Don’t set predefine goals and may be take it on a day to day basis rather than going all freaks abt future that way you ll live your life to the fullest and might also end up being what you wanted to. Just a wanderer’s words.

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      9. Wise words. Thinking about the future frets me. I mostly try to go with brains as I believe that decisions should be made after weighing all the pro’s and con’s but what do I know? I’m just a “little girl” (as they like to say whenever I put forward my opinion)

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      10. Abhayaaryaan says:

        Don’t worry you “LITTLE GIRL” …. Things happen, will happen and big things start from little things so there you go, little girl. ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      11. Hahaha, yep big things do start from small steps*fingers crossed*
        Clishรฉ for the thought ๐Ÿ™‚

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      12. I’m sorry if I’m being an intruder. But Muskan I just read your comment and wanted to tell you something. Though I never had psychology as my subject, I had tonnes of friends who studied it. Psychology is basically biology. Not all of it. But major part if it biology. And also, while majority of my friends left it after grad, one of my friends pursued it and did her post graduation. Also, one needs to be dedicated towards it because if you really want to study psychology as your first subject, then you need to study a lot. One of my friend’s sister is an assistant professor at GNDU, amritsar. She did her UG, PG, PhD and now she’s going to the US to do another PhD before being certified as an experienced psychologist ๐Ÿ˜Š So choose carefully ๐Ÿ˜Š it is interesting, that’s what everybody said, but you need to remain dedicated and give a major part of your life to it ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      13. I am really confused right now so all the suggestions are welcome ๐Ÿ™‚ I have many options and psychology is one of them. Well, you made it sound pretty scary๐Ÿ™ˆ I have friends too who’ve taken psychology and they too say that it’s not a child’s play. I was attracted to it as I’m a very observant person and I read people easily. But I don’t know that it’s enough for pursuing the subject. I’m thinking of taking counselling so I guess I’ll be clear after that.*hopeful smile*
        Thanks for the suggestion, really appreciated ๐Ÿ˜€

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  2. Writers, poets, artists.. have so much pain inside their hearts ๐Ÿ™‚ A real artist is born after getting brutally slayed! I think this is one of your best pieces I’ve read till now! ๐Ÿ™‚

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    1. Abhayaaryaan says:

      Glad you liked it. Thanks fr being so kind ๐Ÿ˜Š….. And yes my heart has seen quite an amt of brutality and yet here i am.

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      1. Ditto!! One can only survive with a strong heart!! Fake it till you make it!! ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      2. Abhayaaryaan says:

        That came out quite cheeky๐Ÿ‘Œ….. But yet again, i m so vulnerable but still i ll try to fake it till i make it. ๐Ÿ˜Š

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  3. This is ‘mesmerizing’…I dunno if I used a right word but m feeling it…lovely bro

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    1. Abhayaaryaan says:

      ๐Ÿ˜Š Means a lot! Thank u man.

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